Friday, May 17, 2013

Your roots.

Hey guys!
Thanks for coming again, appreciated much! :D

You might wonder what kind of blog is this, is it gonna be another person's boring personal blog? Shopping blog?

Haha, if you're expecting any of those, sorry. This is more of a blog meant for random thoughts,, ideas if i may say.

Well today, i experienced something that i wished i didn't. But hey, life's a bitch.

We all have our own personal background, history. Some might be proud of it, some might not. Honestly, I'm ashamed of my past, but because of it, i grew. ( Both literary and metaphorically )


However, some clings on it and never moved on. I understand that the word " Change ". terrifies people, I freaking hate it too! Personally, I'm a sentimental bitch, once I am comforted to a environment, person or thing, that thing means the whole world to me. 



Like this bitch of mine, I would be nothing without him. So I make it a point to always make some time for him. ( Though no a lot. :D )

However, as much as I hate change, I have to embrace it. Not only me, but each and everyone, including you! I remembered there was once my English teacher said this," Change is the only thing that remains the same forever. " I think this is the only thing I could remember from his class! 

The worst change that could ever happened to me is: Meeting new people.
I'm a best example for an introvert, I remembered i was freaking out during first day of school. I promise I almost got a panic attack! However, I knew I if I didn't take part in the activities with enthusiasm, it might ruin the atmosphere. So i came out with something: 

I became an introvert pretending to be an extrovert. 

It was difficult, but I think this was the most appropriate thing to do. Well, I soon got used to the crowd, and slowly became comfortable with my environment. 

I know what I did can't be done by some. It's okie, everyone has their flaws, and trust me, if i wrote it down, It might be thicker than the oxford's dictionary. 

However, sometimes I realize that some can be very attached to their roots, not willing to open their arms towards the world. If the world has open arms approaching you, shouldn't we at least try embracing it?

I mean it's not a must, and it's not the best feeling trying to embrace change, but shouldn't we make the most of everything? If you keep your doors shut, how will you ever know what's on the other side? 


If you never gave any chance towards others, how will others understand you? I know that feeling when you are trying your best to understand or get to know someone, but that person never did open their door to you. Sucks huh? 

So I guess that the point of today's blog is that we should at least try embrace change. Though it's hard, remember, there's always something to anticipate afterwards. Maybe good? Maybe bad? Well, life's unpredictable. :D

If you really can't get a catch on what's my blog about, it's sort of like Anna Akana's videos ( http://www.youtube.com/user/AnnaAkana ). She's Ray William Johnson's girlfriend, don't worry, her videos aren't anything like his. 

And question of the day, which change did you recall being the worst in your life? reply in your tweets and hash tag #RockOnJasper. You might get a chance to be feature in my next post! So rock on with your tweets! 

Thank you for your support! <3




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